Surprised this weekend

Well I was able to meet up with my goddess this weekend, and it consisted of more humiliation and denial. I was only able to see her for 1 night due to work schedule conflicts. It was an exhausting night....

It began with us making out, and me begging her to unlock me. My erections have been getting a lot more frequent causing an annoyance. Especially since she was with me I had an ongoing erection. All that was on my mind was to do anything to cum, or at least to get any sexual stimulation/release. She made it very clear she was not going to be unlocking me...

She told me to lay on my stomach and put my hands behind my back and to fold my legs back. She began to tie me up, in a hogtie fashion. After she was done I was completely immobile, I couldn't even roll on my side without her help. Since we don't have a gag she duct taped my mouth shut (she really enjoys my moaning and muffled screams)I was excited, apprehensive and in a good amount of pain from my cock being suffocated and my arms and legs in awkward positions. I was excited to see where her sadistically creative personality would take us, and also fearful of what could happen.

She took out one of our new toys "The Pounder" this I used for the first time on cam for her last week. It's a very large anal toy about 10-12" long with a giant bulb at the top then goes down to a ribbed shaft. She began to insert the bulb end into my ass slowly with a lot of lube. I began to feel the width of this again and it slowly started to hurt more and more, I began to moan and squirm. She stopped then slowly began to insert it further. At it's widest point it's probably 2-3 inches in diameter. She eventually pushed it in past the bulb and began aggressively throbbing in me. Once it was in I could feel the complete fullness in me from this thing, I felt a lot of pressure on my prostate and could feeling the fluid coming out of my suffocated caged cock.

After about 10-15 minutes of her ramming my ass. She took a break with it still in me. I was aching, felt filled, was exhausted and felt a complete high in the submissive state I was in. She got out her lap top and began taking pictures on her laptop. A few of her friends really liked the pics that i was told to send out (read previous post). Goddess began to take pictures of me with the toy almost all the way in me and hogtied. Theennn, she kept the cam on me and went to the chatroulette website. She had me fully on the cam and began laughing at the surprised faces on chatroulette, she then joined in the cams view and began pounding me with it very hard and fast. She must have been trying to show off because it was much more aggressive. She was having a lot of fun with this she later told me...

She eventually untied me and turned off the cam. "Time for you to fuck me with your tongue!" I pleasured her with my tongue for about 20-30minutes. Following that she watched me write and send out the email with the picture of me completely immobile with a giant anal fuck toy in my ass...I still haven't seen her friends since these emails have been send out....I'm verrryy nervous to see them, especially after this one.

She left with my prostate drained but still locked up. Hopefully I will see her this weekend. I told her about making a video for the blog, but she wants them very discreet, her and I with masks of some sort. Hopefully I can convince her. I'll keep updating and remember to check back!

Oh! I also added a donate button, so if you really want to donate, it will be much appreciated (and maybe Goddess will be more open to produce more videos :) Our supplies are somewhat limited so we will only buy BDSM products or a camera to further create kinky femdom videos. Read the "About Donations" to set one up. Thank you!