Finally release but Ruined

Finally I was released. I haven't had time to blog about it, but it happened last Monday. It was a ruined orgasm, but it felt so good to be released. The total time locked up was about 3 weeks. The biggest thing I've noticed being locked up that long is my thoughts of my Goddess. Constantly thinking and fantasizing about her. The worst thing is not being able to be with her constantly, so all that sexual energy cannot be released. Oh also, the erections became more popular. On to the excellent time I had with Goddess on that Monday..

We went out to the mall, dinner, watched tv and a movie, then we shut the door to the bedroom. I began kissing her and feeling her uncontrollably, kissing her all over. She really liked it and was giggling and teasing me. She decided to unlock me and I began giving her oral and using her favorite vibrator on her. Finally after she was done she said something like if you are a good boy and do as I ask I will let you cum tonight. I was extremely excited and eagerly nodded. She took out the Aneros (prostate message toy) and inserted it into me, I instantly felt the pressure on my prostate and started to precum, I was rock hard. She instructed me to get on my "suit". It's a all spandex body suit, I think it's called a zentia suit. I put it on, and couldn't see anything with the hood covering my face. She tied my hands together while I was laying down on my back. She then unzipped the section for my penis and started fondling me, I was very hard and felt like I was going to explode. Then the best part came, She startled me and pinned my hands down. She said you can stick your cock in me but you cannot cumin me, you must let me know when you are going to cum. I began thrusting my hips trying to get my cock into her and to move the Aneros into a message motion into my prostate. She laughed and  slowly inserted my cock into her. It Felt unbelievable!  She used one hand to grab my throat and one hand to hold my tied hands down. I began to thrust into her at a fast pass the she chocked me and demanded I stay still.

I laid there while she rode me, very slowly she was doin it. It felt excellent while I was in her and the Aneros was pushing on my prostate. Still slowly ridin me and squeezing tighter on my throat. I went to the point of no return and told her I'm going to cum. She pulled my cock out, and held my hands tighter while I tried to move me hands down to continue jerking myself while the orgasm occurred.  She was still chocking me pretty hard, while I could feel the contractions of orgasm while me seamen slowly drained out of me, I would especially fell the contractions against the aneros, as that slowly drained out everything I had. I felt like they lasted forever. It was finally over and I was disappointed but thankful at the same time. The cum was all over the suit in my stomach area, Goddess grabbed a tissues wiped it up then instantly wiping it all over my hooded face laughing, it was a lot of cum.

Finally we got up and took a shower together, I tried to make the move on her to have sex, but she wasn't having any of that. She did say she is going to unlock me for 1.5 weeks and let me jack off as many times as I can. I'm not sure why she's letting me do this, but I haven't argued. I've been doing it a lot, taking advantage of the situation, but I will have to put it back on on Thursday. She may tell me her motive for doing this, but maybe she was just being nice..? Thanks for reading my experiences, and if you have any questions or comments feel free to post!